alright

okay so i pretty much got the idea that this person doesn't want to be my friend anymore. let alone saying i have to leave her friends alone as well. okay first off, i don't understand what i did wrong. and i apologized for the wrong doing even though i'm confused as to why. but i was the bigger person bout it. well this did go on for months. over 2 months i must say.. well after getting that email saying never to email & leave um along... i said my peace and said i'm gonna go on with my life & you go on with yours. clearly there wasn't anything more i could do...... well the next day i get an email saying she's willing to forgive me even though i hurt her feelings. and that she thought long and hard about it... okay so how is that possible when just the day before she said to leave her and her friends alone... does she not see that my feelings got her too, and did i get an apology for that? nope. so since i haven't emailed, she then emailed me again asking if i got the email. well yes i did but i'm just not ready to reply. yes, i know things won't be the same. but give me time to think this through. i mean when i said my apology the first time and you were over it.... really, you weren't cuz a few weeks later you were mad at me again.. so i just don't know what i should do..